Not doing much

Well, I'm pretty much the same as last check in. I am not doing well at all with tracking my calories. 

I struggle so much with my finances, always worrying about how, when and if I'll get the monthly bills paid. Add to that, I have my nine year old grandson living with me. His mom just left him with me and is living with her boyfriend. She rarely comes to get him to spend time with him and hardly ever calls to see how he's doing. This too adds to my stress. I worry I can manage financially to take care of he and I both, I worry about my daughter. She drinks and I worry all the time that something will happen to her. The last time I saw her, she looked awful. I asked her about it, she said she was fine. What more can I do for her? I let her stay with me for a while, but she would get so drunk and so verbally abusive to me, that I worried it was just a matter of time before she turned physically violent, I kicked her out. This is when she left her son with me.

So...I eat. I really think if I can just get myself to increase my exercise, it will make a huge difference.